And, the Beat Goes On

Raven continues to be an enigma. We did get his results back from the biopsy only to confirm the original diagnosis of transitional cell carcinoma. We were surprised and not. Our only barometer is his behavior and we could see he wasn't feeling well. The last two weeks have continued to be an up and down roller coaster. He's added an addition to our woes; poor appetite. We fight on with blind faith. I've had to put my chef's hat on and be really creative around meal time. His meals are nothing less than gourmet. I am so thankful for the years of treating dogs and cats with acupuncture at the end stages of life. Cancer is a defiant, brutal mystery. I did gather a wealth of knowledge from the animal owners as to the many challenges and solutions for the purpose of providing comfort as their pets ventured into the period of transition. What inspirations they were to watch as they cared for their beloved best friends! Last Saturday we were pretty sure that Raven was giving up and his time was short and so we were both in tears, not the first time, as we drove him to a homeopathic doctor who specializes in animals. After our visit we were again encouraged to "battle on" with a new plan that may deliver some quality to his life. The last three days have been over the top. Raven's attitude, his energy and his functions are very good. We're basking in the results of homeopathy as we turn blue. Today is the only day that counts. He is with us and we rejoice in his great spirit as we give thanks. Just another day... we pray-beg...